Unhappy

Xmas Concert

I was trying to book online ticket to a Christmas Jazz concert at Esplandne. After spending quite sometimes on the booking, I manage to get a good seat. The ticket cost $20 per person. However, the unfortunately thing is that I can't seem to proceed with the card payment. I tried 4 times and everytime it was unsuccessful. I called him to ask if he could use his card for the purchase and he said he will do it later. Hopefully we can go for the concert.

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Community Centre Dinner

Today I accompanied my grandmother to the community centre dinner. I usually go with her to this dinner every year. However, I didn't enjoy the dinner this time. There were two witches that kept criticised us which made me super pissed. My grandma tried to take some food from the dishes and those two witches were slow in grabbing the food and then one of them commented that eating too much duck will die of heart attack and she directed that to us. How rude! The other witch or rather called her Old Heck commented that I have no table manner for I was playing with my hp at the dinner. How ridiculous! She herself was reading a story book during dinner. Who is uncultured here? I simply just stand these two bitches, witches or 38, whatever they are. I was so angry that I glared at them and simply scolded them back indirectly by commenting on them to my grandma. Supposedly make it audible for them. This two '38' really make my dinner so unenjoyable. The fact that I have to see them while eating my dinner is so revolting! I was so angry till I feel like splashing my hot chinese tea on their ugly faces and slapped them hard.

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My Brother

Another issue is my brother. Ever since 2 weeks ago, we had some sort of argument, he has been giving me cold shoulder. Actually it is not really an argument. This is what happened: That day (Tuesday), my sister finished her last paper for O'level. So my mum decided that all of us go out to have buffet at orchard to celebrate. My brother planned to go to orchard with his pajamas (old t-shirt and shorts - those that you will wear at home or to sleep). I told him to change into outing clothes and asked him not to wear that. And BANG! His EGO is 'hurt'. He was offended by what I said and refused to go to buffet and even to pick up the phone when I tried to call him to persuade him to join us.

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From that day, we have never talk. I just can't believe he is sooooo PETTY! He is taking things too seriously. Anyway, his attitude has changed totally. He is like a stranger to me. I have no idea what's wrong with him. He used to be very adorable and obedient but now he is totally the opposite. He doesn't seem to care about anything especially studying. He is gaming 24/7. His grades are falling. He also doesn't really want to communicate with anyone of us. It would be a miracle for him to talk more than 3 sentences to us. He seems to be totally ignorant of his surroundings. Next year will be his O'level. I wonder how he is going to pass when he is not going for reminders and not doing his homework. Haiz. Really a total headache. He said we doesnt care about him but we do care. If I don't care, I won't be writing a chunk of things about him in my blog.

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My Grandfather

The saddest things of all is that my grandfather is diagnoised with 3rd stage lung cancer. His treatment will be taking drugs and injection. He has to go to the hospital for checkup every week. The doctor says that there is only 30% chance of recovery. I can't believe that's happening to my kin. I was really upset when I heard the news. From this, I realised that life is really precious and that nothing is more important than family. My grandfather has taken care of me since young. I still remember all the sweet memories that I have when he brings me out when I was a kid. He used to bring me to playground, to downstairs to buy toys and many other things. Although we don't talk a lot, I know he dotes and care about me. Now what I can do is to try to spend more time with him and also to buy nice food that he likes to eat. His favourite food is Char Siew Bao. After exam, I shall go hunt for the best Bao in Singapore for him to eat.